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Still not dead.... thankfully.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: JubyPhonic
  • Watching: my health
  • Playing: SimCity
  • Eating: German Chocolate Cake
I'm not dead! I promise! Even if I'm tired enough to feel like I'm dying.

I've just been a little poor lately, all things considering, so between stress and such I haven't had time to even think of drawing.

:iconhoboplz:

I think what happened is that I tried to take too much on at one time. It really snowballed on me, to where it was happening all at once. I turned around and summer was over, and I had a Twitter, YouTube account, deviantART, Pintrest, Facebook, not to mention stress at work and now the added pressure of school for the semester, and on top of THAT my faithful readers for fanfiction.net and destinysgateway.com. And on top of even that, a hospital scare with my gallbladder that ended up with me being on medication for the rest of my life.

It was, and still is, a very trying time in my life. And as such, I began to feel the... adverse side effects, if you will, of such a life. My friends and family noticed it, as well, although they had no idea what was causing such changes. I didn't want to be with my friends, or even speak to them a good bit of the time. I would halfheartedly answer texts and personal calls, but I didn't feel--normal, I suppose. I was tired, all the time. There were days I wanted, and did, do nothing but sleep all hours and then get up for work.

My parents began to become worried, but I couldn't explain it to them. I was just literally tired of life. Not to say that I wanted to end my life-no, that was the FURTHEST thing from my mind. It was just that I wished that I had a "pause" button, to pause all my deadlines and get recharged again. I wanted to be a good friend and a good family member, like I used to be. I wanted to feel normal again. I worried and prayed and slaved away, trying my best to please everyone. And for me, that was way too hard!

But now, I'm getting back to my normal self. My medicine is leveling out and I don't feel (as much) pain as I used to, I am starting to be social again, and while work hasn't slacked off, I'm getting a much-needed vacation to the beach next week. Hopefully everything will work out and I'll come back from my vacation recharged and ready for the days ahead. Or at least I'm praying for that!

So, I haven't been as active on here, or on my other social media sites, as I should. But please, PLEASE bear with me. I promise that I will get something out to you as soon as I can!

Hearts,
Bethany (Juju)

Talk to me! 
Twitter: bethany_JJ
FF.net: www.fanfiction.net/~jubalii
Vine: vine.co/jujutheauthor

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Jubalii
Bethany
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hi! :thumb374065360: is a commission done by Khollide.
(Originally Liichan2012)

I'm an author and artist. I'm a fanfiction fanatic (not really fanatic, but...) I write lots of Hellsing fanfiction (because it needs to be written).

*cough cough* OH wow! There's a link to my fanfic archives. How'd that get there?
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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: JubyPhonic
  • Watching: my health
  • Playing: SimCity
  • Eating: German Chocolate Cake
I'm not dead! I promise! Even if I'm tired enough to feel like I'm dying.

I've just been a little poor lately, all things considering, so between stress and such I haven't had time to even think of drawing.

:iconhoboplz:

I think what happened is that I tried to take too much on at one time. It really snowballed on me, to where it was happening all at once. I turned around and summer was over, and I had a Twitter, YouTube account, deviantART, Pintrest, Facebook, not to mention stress at work and now the added pressure of school for the semester, and on top of THAT my faithful readers for fanfiction.net and destinysgateway.com. And on top of even that, a hospital scare with my gallbladder that ended up with me being on medication for the rest of my life.

It was, and still is, a very trying time in my life. And as such, I began to feel the... adverse side effects, if you will, of such a life. My friends and family noticed it, as well, although they had no idea what was causing such changes. I didn't want to be with my friends, or even speak to them a good bit of the time. I would halfheartedly answer texts and personal calls, but I didn't feel--normal, I suppose. I was tired, all the time. There were days I wanted, and did, do nothing but sleep all hours and then get up for work.

My parents began to become worried, but I couldn't explain it to them. I was just literally tired of life. Not to say that I wanted to end my life-no, that was the FURTHEST thing from my mind. It was just that I wished that I had a "pause" button, to pause all my deadlines and get recharged again. I wanted to be a good friend and a good family member, like I used to be. I wanted to feel normal again. I worried and prayed and slaved away, trying my best to please everyone. And for me, that was way too hard!

But now, I'm getting back to my normal self. My medicine is leveling out and I don't feel (as much) pain as I used to, I am starting to be social again, and while work hasn't slacked off, I'm getting a much-needed vacation to the beach next week. Hopefully everything will work out and I'll come back from my vacation recharged and ready for the days ahead. Or at least I'm praying for that!

So, I haven't been as active on here, or on my other social media sites, as I should. But please, PLEASE bear with me. I promise that I will get something out to you as soon as I can!

Hearts,
Bethany (Juju)

Talk to me! 
Twitter: bethany_JJ
FF.net: www.fanfiction.net/~jubalii
Vine: vine.co/jujutheauthor

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Shindoutsuda Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch! C:
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Lightfiretheteenmare Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch back :).
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redvelvet-cupcake Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the llama!
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AlphaCrest-WolfPack Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014
Thanks for the fav! :D
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gattsby Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch~
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AlphaCrest-WolfPack Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014
Thanks for the llama :D
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Jubalii Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome :iconrubcheeksplz:
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AaragonNega Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favorite on my Seras Victoria artwork! I'm grateful for the support!
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Jubalii Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome~
You did a wonderful job.
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Melody-base Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2013
thank you for the watch^^
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